Friday, December 10, 2010

AND ANOTHER SEMESTER DRAWS TO A CLOSE.

HURRAY FOR ME.
AND NOW WE DRINK.
Also review crappy blogs.

I think this guy is a furry. I say "think" in the same way someone might say "I think the sun came up today".

What has been the most surprising cultural event of 2010?

I have a better writer's block question: what is the greatest sound chip of all time?
I'd have to think the SPC700 or the AY-3-9810.
The SPC700 was the sound chip used for the SNES and the AY-3-9810 was used in many home computers of its day.

*scratches a bald spot*
sure wasnt easy, even tried questioning sage google for hints.

Scratches bald spot-- great.

while growing up in the private school system; That I found out later to have set me back a bit from others who had at least heard of these ideas and stories.

Homer's Adventures of the Illidad, Odyessey, and more importantly things like

The Illidad (pronounced ill-eye-dad I guess) AND the Odyessey (Odd-yes-see)?
Also I like that: "I missed out on the Iliad and the Odyssey but more importantly for my literary education..." no, stop, what story is more important than that?
I guess some people could (and would) argue the Bible but whatever you are provably wrong.
1917's

The Horus myth in its relation to Christianity

By William Ricketts Cooper
(who is hard to take is a believer himself when reading his findings.)

What a shocking discovery. Turns out the Bible isn't a history book but apparently based on several older myths. WOW!
Also the whole "Horus is the inspiration for the character of Jesus" is kind of iffy in terms of research.
I'm not saying you're an idiot but you can read these things now, you know. You have bald spots so I'm going to have to assume you're responsible for yourself at this point.

Do you keep in touch with any of your exes on LiveJournal or other social networking sites? When an ex friends you, do you usually friend them back? Why or why not?

>this guy
>exes
nope.avi

*nods*
STOP THAT. "No you really need to know my physical reaction to this."
For us up in the northren hemasphere, tis a time for cuddling and sharing warmth with eachother.

As opposed to those in the South who have bad accents and hunt "varmints" on the range.
Also your spelling is atrocious but I figure it doesn't even bear mentioning anymore.
Unfortunetly the need for a market to profit from the gift giving is skewing the need for a giving nature thru out the rest of the year. On that note it reminds me how religion pushes its foot into the door, on a seasonal celebration stretching 10's of centuries prior to their invention.

I think he's trying to make some kind of point here but it went totally over my head.

Winter holiday's is nothing with out others to share these moments with...

Thanks for that.

A little rambling attempting with placing the words into what I'm trying to convey here.

Also known as "trying to say something so that other people can understand you."
Thinking along the lines of how one would transition from one facade to the next, depending on the tasks one faces, to being able to let down the guards left up from not becoming ostrichsized from society.

What

Would imagine these transitions to be along the lines of waking from a dream state. Most common trend is having a blank void that would wrap around the time spent asleep dream, as if that time never was spent.

Okay. I think I'm going to play some vidya while he's rambling on about nothing.
Other times you may vaguely have imagery and moments recalled, but if this was done to us while awake, I can only imagine needing to do some serious tweaking and construing whats remembered into the most rationalized ideal sequence.

Oh look, they delayed the PS3 version of FFXIV again.
Also they fired everyone involved in the production of the game and replaced them with these people whose names I don't recognize. Oh, people who worked on later Final Fantasies and also Front Mission 5. Fair enough.
And another free month. Glad I got this game when it came out because it's practically paying for itself in monthly fees.
That would leave you either claiming a fault of not recalling, or making yourself the untouchable in any accusations you may been part of.

Darkwing Devilet thinks he's going to cast his voodoo hexes he's got another thing coming.
Would only imagine the longer these transitions would wax an wane, the easier the transitions would be.

Yeah let's see you try to hop around now that you're sans a face.
I dunno I've been enjoying this game. I guess I'm easier to please than most people.
Look at all these fucking people, in fact. This guy's fat ass was right in my screen as I zoned into this camp. There are so many people their asses are filling my screen, literally.
Hence forth a departmentalization of one realm and another realm your interacting with.
Oh check it out, a character named after my cat:
Just kidding blogger is being a cunt.
Oh Christ these hit hard.
Devilets.
THEY FIGHT LIKE DEVILS, THEY WILL DIE LIKE SINNERS!
Most hold the dream state irrelevant to the waking moments, and when in a dream its fairly life like no questions asked with whats encountered till those that remember those moments, when awake can see how obscured it was. To shrug it off in what ways or adopt the themes as ideas/concepts/themes that are meaningful in a way.

Oh look at this swine. Swine in a robe.

A feller I knew on and off, for two decades swung. Doubtful, he'll ever mention this as truth being with how I only do happen to see him when he's either dog faced an hurt, or one tail wagging puppy wanting to show myself something that deserves praise.

Goddamn dude what the fuck are you talking about? Between your giant font, shitty grammar and nonsensical writing style I have no clue how to interpret this. Not to mention you subscribe very much to that "what I'm talking about and even the pronouns I use are none of your business" philosophy of blogging.
Holy shit look how hardcore the new armor you get from notorious monsters is going to be.
Templar's Haubergeon. Forget this gay pugilist. Time to level gladiator, the chosen class.
Well this visit was a bit of a continuation of seeing him still picking up the pieces of what took place at/and around the 10'th this month. Was asking me if I noticed him saying anything or acting a way that he may be unaware of, and I must say this has been a noticed trend with him doing both.

Although check out the pugilist armor.
Oh right, back to this man.
... Nah too much work to decode what he's on about.
Be seeing you, fags.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Let's-- I think we've been here before.

I've clicked on this blog previously because the name is linked in purple instead of blue. Have I reviewed it? All blogs melt together in their mediocrity. Probably not, I'd remember a name as pretentious as "Me and My Euphonium". How this evaded my auspices last time is beyond me. I probably saw a lot of words and said "nope".
Blogging is a lot like school where you end up reading without really reading.
Anyway you may have heard today is the day John Lennon died. With that said everything must be Beatles related (I'm currently listening to AC/DC):

Which song by The Beatles is your favorite, and why?

I cut the link but the words "The Beatles" links to Wikipedia in case you're 12 and have never heard of them. In which case you shouldn't be answering this because you have no informed opinion about The Beatles but whatever.
This is another difficult one. On one hand, there's Hey Jude which reminds me very much of Hawkeye football. Go Hawks!

I-- what?
The correct answer is "While My Guitar Gently Weeps" incidentally.

There are a number of them that remind me of my ex. I think that I will go with Let It Be. The "Mother Mary" is interpreted by some to be a Catholic reference.

Oh no shit? Mother Mary might be a reference to Christianity, how about that?

Paul explained that he was referring to his own mother named Mary.

If I ever write a song I'm going to reference Jesus Christ but then I'm going to later explain it was my friend Jesus (pronounced hay-soos) and "Christ" is just a title so it's your fault if you think I'm referring to Jesus of Nazareth.
I'm not picking this simply because my own mother was named Mary and today marks 3 years since she passed.

Oh I see.
What?
Ah, Catholicism. If you're not Catholic, it's a bit of an enigma, but if you are, it makes perfect sense.

Yes it comes from the Greek "καθολικός" (Katholikos) meaning "universal" so it's the "universal church".
I'm not even Catholic. How do I understand this? It should be a bit of an enigma to me.
After going to mass a number of times this past year, I began to understand it. I also began to understand its appeal.

Its universal appeal.
I'll stop.
The message delivered isn't always the most engaging, but there is a sense of security in the rituals. I can see the comfort in the structure. Once you get past the questions, it can even be a little relaxing to an outsider.

The questions?
Like the questions you personally have (as in "how could any of this shit even happen?") or the questions the Catholics have to you (like "WHO ARE YOU OUTSIDER?")
Also isn't that some shit? Universal church, huh. What about the Orthodox churches that are at least as old as the Catholic church?
Some universal church.
It's actually more interactive than a Protestant service for those of you unfamiliar with what happens in there.

Still now following you, dog.
I can see how an engaged flock would find the idea of leaving for another sect that isn't so engaging a bit odd.

I'm pretty sure the point of going to church isn't so you'll be engaged, it's to avoid a perceived afterlife spent in hellfire.
I say put your faith in All-Father Zeus but I guess you're free to worship the corpse god Jesus.
CHRISTIANITY: 0
ME: 1
As often happens in these posts, I'm not sure where I'm going with this. I guess its just something to ponder.

Whoops! Forgot to have a point!
Speaking of I had a particularly hilarious conversation on that Omegle website I referenced once or twice a few weeks ago. This idiot was going on about how fascinating it is that he needs to drink water because "your environment affects your needs" then he got very upset when I pointed out your body is 80% water and you need it to live biologically and it has nothing to do with your perception.
HURR ARGUING SEMANTICS YOU RUINED MY PERFECT PHILOSOPHY
Bro I don't even know what you're trying to argue don't get all up on my tits about it
YOUR PARTNER HAS DISCONNECTED
then I remembered why I don't go to Omegle anymore.
Where do you draw the line between habit and addiction? What's the longest uninterrupted period of time you spent gaming?

A habit is something done out of tradition, an addiction is something done out of compulsion. There is no line to draw. They are different things.
Also the longest period of uninterrupted gaming is probably somewhere in the 6-7 hour mark. I recall missing lunch and dinner (and getting an awesome headache) when I first started FFXI many moons ago.
A habit is just that. An addiction is a need for something not so very healthy that you can't control.

Considering part B of this question, I would guess that the author is a gamer or is tired of her significant other doing so. Okay, my longest continuous gaming session was 17 hours after which I told my siblings that they would have to beat their own damn video games from then on as I wasted a weekend home from college.

>Wasted
>video games
nope.

Ambiguity always makes life interesting.

I hate when people say shit like this.
I don't know what the fuck is going on in my life right now. It's very ambiguous.
I GUESS IT'S INTERESTING BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I WISH IT WASN'T.

So goes another day. I got scratched by a cat a bit ago. This one is the now fully grown kitten.

Connecting thoughts are difficult.

You know what. I look sexy in stubble, but that's just my humble opinion. I ran out of shaving cream and haven't shaved in a few days.

THIS IS A GUY?
No way.
No fucking way, don't believe it.
This is a bearded lady.

I went to a little coffee shop afterward called Muddy Waters that's close to my apartment. I had the turkey bacon pesto sandwich. Yes, Elizabeth introduced me to it.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I AM READING ABOUT WHAT THIS JACKOFF HAD FOR LUNCH.
IS THIS WHAT PASSES FOR ENTERTAINMENT?

Hello, all. My meeting this morning was productive.

>meeting
>productive
Man are you from bizarro world or what?

Okay, I am single again... so it seems. Elizabeth (alias)

Oh what's up, I have reviewed this blog before.
I think I was just as surprised it was a guy then, too. Let's see.

I'm betting this is a guy. I have no reason to believe this. I'm literally just picking at random.

Oh, fair enough, me.
Yeah, in fact, just reread what I wrote there for my full review of this blog. This is just an addendum.
Man my brain is collapsing in on itself now. I just linked a blog that I've already reviewed and then linked the review where I reviewed the blog previously (that contains a link to the blog).
Ha, ha, oh yeah, he wanted to start ballroom dancing. This was an entertaining review if I do say so myself.
Wow this is compelling. Me typing a review of my review.
Oh well it's probably the only time I'll regard another blog favorably, even if it is my own.
Anyway I have to do some school stuff. If you check back to Wednesday you will see my FFXIV character is up another level and another pugilist rank so I'm rollin'.

Friday, December 3, 2010

I've been busy.

I know I forgot to update Wednesday but I had a lot of shit to do, not the least of which was:


For the utterly clueless on all things video games, this is my FFXIV character. She is level 37 with rank 30 pugilist, 25 armorer, 16 leatherworker, 14 miner, 13 blacksmith and 12 lancer. Those are her five highest jobs.
Just a neat little thing I found.
Anyway, back to this nonsense: here is a blog.

Do you keep in touch with any of your exes on LiveJournal or other social networking sites? When an ex friends you, do you usually friend them back? Why or why not?

No I'd take steps to remove them from my life, in fact.
Not on LJ but one of my exs is my best friend. She has proven to me to be a real friend. Maybe we can connect romantically again but I will always love her and she will always be there. I could never let her go.

For a long time while I was skimming this blog I figured this was a guy, and I thought it was very strange he had this fascination with Lady Gaga and his smiley face at the bottom that tells what his mood is was Alice in Wonderland and it was all very peculiar to me and I was thinking this guy was secretly gay but it turns out she is openly gay.
For once I'd like to read a blog that deals with simple gender and sexuality issues.
That goes for the dumb cunts with 50 boyfriends too, incidentally.
If you could make a cameo appearance on a TV show, which show would you choose, and what type of character would you play?

>if you could make a cameo appearance on a TV show
> make a cameo appearance on
> a cameo appearance
> cameo
God I know too much shit.

This is a slightly weird question in terms of defination. A cameo is when a famous person makes an apperance as themselves.

Oh hello, typos. What the fuck? "Apperance". Sound that out you twit. Ever heard of phonics?
Good grief.
"ap-per-ahns" is how you'd pronounce that.
Just break down the word. You can appear, and-- no, no, I spend too much of my working day breaking down words for 9th graders, I don't need to do it in my spare time.

Since I am not a famous person (yet) I can't really answer this in those terms.

YET, guys.
Sure.

I don't even know where to begin. Where do I start? Why do I even feel like this? That feeling of never wanting to get out of bed.

Do you even know how early I had to get up this morning?
7:30. It's unreasonable to have to be active in the middle of the goddamn night. Then I have to enter the most chaotic situation imaginable-- it's too much. It's 5:00 PM now and I think I could handle this shit now but not at 9:00.
The problem is I have to use my adult voice and I can't just kick the fuckers out of class for being goddamn pussies.
Are you kidding me a hardcore thug like this kid pretends to be is whining about reading 12 pages?

My head pounds so hard that I can't control it. It just feels like my insides are going to explode and the tears come faster than I can control them.

Oh right, yes. Back to you.

Nothing is in my control. Nothing is within my grasp and perhaps that's why I feel this way.

You don't want to be in control. You cannot handle that responsibility. You need your life dictated to you.
This never ending torment that keeps me insane It just gnaws on me. It just chews at me and tears me apart.

I'm not fucking kidding, either. Can you imagine this in reverse as easily as I can? "WHAAAA I HAVE TOO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY SOMETIMES I JUST WISH THE DECISIONS WERE MADE FOR ME I HAVE TROUBLE GETTING OUT OF BED PLEASE FEEL SORRY FOR ME :("

I feel like I'm saying everything and nothing at all.

You know not to sound sexist because men often have this problem too but I've noticed a lot of women I talk to lately have been guilty of this. Saying a lot without saying anything at all.
Where is she? Happy as could be but I'm sure nothing is as it seems. All I need is to hug her, cry on her and have her hold me like a mother.

Listen to Word Up by Cameo. No bad feelings can survive that song.
Do I push them away or do they go away? Did you go away because I pushed or was it because you decided I wasn't worth it anymore?

After reading this I'm guessing it's both.
Are the moments of happiness worth the overwhelming lonely moments of pain? Are they? Who could answer this for me?

You feel too much. I haven't felt this much raw emotion outside of anger and disappointment in months.
Anger and disappointment, incidentally, are the two most useful emotions you can have.

Transitioning into what I should be the fear I feel is taking me over. It's consuming my soul.

What the fuck does this even mean? She even admits (in the most annoying way possible) that she doesn't make any goddamn sense but I'm here to tell you, Livejournal users, that acknowledging your problems are not the same as addressing them.
You're not the only one guilty of this, Gagasexual (Christ). You know who you are.
The root of "address" is "dress". As in "dressing a wound", you know.
The spout of sadness that is me. It is making me up to where I push away. I want to lock myself away and wither. I'm like the rose in the glass container.
Ugh.
UGH.
World's biggest douche shiver, Jesus Christ.
Wilting, dying, just not being solid. Independence has been lost on me. The pain is going away now. It's not gnawing at me. Its not forcing me on my knees.

Anyway check out this outfit for my FFXIV character. It is, as the kids say, "the motherfuckin' bomb-diggity":
Click to make larger.

My hands over my head as I scream out.

Yeah that's a mask that just happens to be the color of her skin and not her actual face.
She doesn't actually look like those weird pig people in that episode of the Twilight Zone where Elly May Clampet has surgery to fix her face because she's ugly and it turns out she's beautiful and everyone else is ugly and they live in some sort of bizarre alien fascist society (spoilers) (increasingly obscure reference).
Personally I like the look of the masks. So many of the quests are supposed to be clandestine affairs anyway disguising your identity seems like something you might actually want to do.
Not to mention the stats are considerable.
Silently scream out. Silent.

That reminds me of an awesome story with the incredibly emo title "I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream". Basically it's the future and the three supercomputers man has built to figure out the logistics for his wars have unified into one sentient AI called "AM" and it systematically kills every human except for five people that it keeps eternally youthful to torture forever.
It's pretty fucking grim.
I dunno how to tell her. I'm so fucked up. Before me and her get into this. Before he and I get into this. I can't pick what I want.
Speaking of check out how fucking gay this guy's character is:
Again, click to make bigger. Seriously is this guy even trying? Skirt, tights, gogo boots-- somehow my character, a a cat girl who is probably somewhere around 5'2" and has her hands clutched together in horror manages to be manlier than this tool.

Every time I do, my heart is broken. Painfully broken to the floor as my body is wrecked.

Oh rush of strange memories, not the least of which is a Naruto AMV featuring "Bodies" by Drowning Pool I think that band was.
God I know too much shit.
If you want to look into my soul, put on some sunglasses because the brightness will blind you. Shining so bright that the whole thing is on fire.

Ah according to Warhammer that means you are powerfully psychic and leaking a lot of mortal corruption.
I see a purging in your future.
Well I suppose the alternate is you could become an inquisitor (Space Marine and therefore Grey Knight is a path closed to you as a woman) but let's face it you don't have the conviction to become an inquisitor.

She's happy. I'm miserable. Forever alone.

Oh, hey!

I know it seems like I'm using a lot of pictures this post but honestly how often will I get to use this image?
Here's a stupid thing she copied and pasted and answered all the questions to and it's supposed to prove (or disprove I didn't read it) something. Anyway I came across this question:
96. Danced in the rain.

and was suddenly reminded of that movie The Recruit. It had Al Pacino in it and anyway one scene the guy is getting interviewed by some psychoanalyst so he can become a CIA operative and the analyst asks him if he'd rather "walk in the rain, wait for the train or feel no pain" anyway I don't know why I thought of that just now.
It's pretty good if you can put up with Colin Farrell's acting.
Man this blog is just a series of images, some cunt whining and me being suddenly reminded of obscure things from a few years back.
I can't imagine who reads this.

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?

The side by the door.

That's the side the submissive person sleeps on.
According to Stanford University, anyway.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?

Aggressive.

Oh well, that's what you can do with your psychology department, Stanford.
Aggressively submissive?
[10 Favorite Bands/Musicians]

1) Lady Gaga

2) Ke$ha

Ha ha, oh wow.

What is your favorite genre of music?: Rock, Synth, Pop

What is your least favorite genre of music?: Beiber, Disney... crap like that. Ugh.

How can you like Kesha but not like Justin Bieber, honest to God?
Also synth pop, huh. You don't even know the meaning. I REALLY LIKE SYNTH AND POP. WHO'S DURAN DURAN?
Fucking hell.

Last cd you bought?: For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert

HOW CAN YOU LIKE ADAM LAMBERT PERIOD?

Who is/are your favourite bassist(s)?: Flea (Red Hot Chili Peppers)

HOW IN THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHO THAT IS?

What album are you ashamed to have?: Spice Girls XD

After all the shit you said you feel shame?
In fact, I'd much rather admit to liking the Spice Girls than Kesha.
At least with the Spice Girls you could get away with saying "yeah I know it's stupid but whatever I like it." With Kesha you just look like a twat.
What is your favorite video game?
Kingdom Hearts.

Welp.
Time to pack this one the fuck up, I think.
You're probably one of those cunts who plays Kingdom Hearts but doesn't really like Disney and hasn't even heard of Final Fantasy prior to playing Kingdom Hearts. You just do it because the plot seems deep and you can write a lot of fanfiction about. Fuck you.
Fuck Kingdom Hearts too, for the record.