Monday, July 11, 2011

Dear Livejournal

Mood: Pensive
Today we have captain ellipsis which always gives blogs a pensive feel. Maybe it's how I read them in my head, I dunno.
Incidentally: prepare to delve into depravity.

Ok so this isn't an update to anything its just another piece of poetry?

Is it?
I don't know. Let's find out!
Forgive me.
I know not what I’ve done.
I know not what has angered you so.
Yet,
Its blame still rests in my palms.
Like a knife stabbed to the heart;
I am not the wielder,
Yet,
My hands are still drenched in blood.

Wow that's really--
wow.
I'm not even going to finish this.

My readers ... So something big is going on ... Not really a good thing in my case ... Anyway to make a long story short ... Smoething is going to cause me to be away from my computer for a while ... I'll have my itouch but updates could become even more slow ... I just wanted to tell everyone that I appreciate all the love and support you have given me ... I really do ^^ ...

She writes fanfiction, incidentally.
Comes as a huge surprise I'm sure.
Also I like how she starts with "my readers" like everyone was wondering where "keyjah94" was.
Keyjah being a common enough name for 1-93 to already be taken or Keyjah was born in 1994.
I'm voting on the latter.

Unfortunately I can't put all my sap and love into words at the moment cause that would take way to long~ I love you all lots and I'm sorry I haven't updated anything like I said I would ...

But I can't wait for the next chapter of Kesha meets Harry Potter! (Before you get too excited that's not really what her fanfiction is about. I don't know what her fanfiction is about.)
That's really sad that I've had to note that her fanfiction wasn't really about that because with fanfiction being as inbred and weird as it is that could have been a serious response on my part.
A/N: Hello people's!!! So as an apology for not updating anything, I decided to make a quick thing here ... Its kind of bittersweet ... sad ... but I really like the way I wrote it~ there's no names mentioned so it's your own opnion of who you view it as (but again ... i thought of my favourite pairing xP)

Can't have fanfiction without pairing.
That's why in everything I write I make sure to mention a girl or something briefly so if I ever do hit it big retards can pair my main character with "unnamed girl on page 5."
TRULY THEY WERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER.

if your confused you can ask me what the heck is happening and I'll explain whatever needs to be~ I'd like to see your own opninon though so let me know your thoughts ...

if "your" confused come knock on my internet door and I'll pour you some Kool-Aid and we can talk about my fanfiction.
Oh my God this is so fucking long.
It's like three entire pages which, according to the old high school I taught at that is indeed an entire book.

The lingering chill in the air sends unknown shivers down my spine. I miss the warmth that used to wrap itself around me. I miss the warmth that you gave me.

Boooooring.
This house is still the same; the same as how I left it. The couch in the living room still had the imprint left from us. Remember how we would lay; you head on my chest, your arms and legs draped over me, your fingers laced with mine, you smile against my neck. We would lay together like that, not caring about what we were watching; just enjoying each others’ company. I miss those moments.

Not to toot my own horn too much but already the story I'm working on now contains threats of violence.
Also there's dialogue because dialogue usually pulls people in quicker than FUCKING NOTHING.
A new spot was now imprinted. The opposite side had the indent of one. One, who would sit alone, watching to take her mind off of everything, but failed. The shifts in the fabric showed how much stirring the one would do in order to try and forget. I touch that print and feel the same chill that I really despise.

It hurts.

So already I have about a million questions and I don't care about any of the answers.
YOU HAVE FUCKED UP.
Oh man it goes on like this for five fucking pages are you kidding me?
Oh here's another poem.
Goooood.
Love is blind.
Some people believe that saying;
Every day,
Every night,
Waiting,
Hoping,
Praying.
Praying that in their life,
They will open their eyes,
Look at the whole world,
And see only their soul mate.

Is this what girls really believe?
Oh here we go, full blown fanfiction.
Title: Darkness Part 1
Author: KeyJah
Characters/Pairings: Taeyeon, Yuri, Tiffany, Jessica, TaeNy, YulSic, TaeRi, JeTi, TaengSic, YulTi, small appearances by other SNSD members.

THOSE AREN'T WORDS.
I'll accept Yuri, Tiffany and Jessica as names but "YulSic" isn't a name.
JeTi.
Oh man it's my old high school again.
'''EY MAN THAT AIN'T PRONOUNCED "YOOL-SIC" IT'S PRONOUNCED 'EL-SEE'."
Well how about you get angry at your mother for not knowing how letters work instead of me?
Summary: Darkness can have many layers with depths beyond what we can believe. What happens when you pull into it? Pulling into the sin of lust and going lower for revenge? What happens when a simple thing at first, tumbles your world into the pits of blackness, begging to see the light again?

Hey wait that genuinely does sound exciting.
Lust and revenge do make a great combination.
Although "tumbling into the pits of blackness" sounds really emo.
-Previously-

They were caught; they were dead.

>previously
>this is part one

No one moved. Time had stopped. Someone needed to break the tension otherwise heads would explode. Tiffany took a few more glances between the two and put her head down just slightly.

“We perform in ten minutes.”

I'm going to Google this.
Something about "SNSD" seems familiar, somehow.
Oh--
OH.
Right.
So there's this Korean pop group of these hot chicks called "Girls' Generation" and their acronym for a reason I have no clear understanding of is "SNSD".
Must be a Korean thing.
Yes Wikipedia confirms in Korea they're called "So Nyuh Shi Dae."
S.N.S.D. I get it.
No I don't.
Fanfiction about a Korean pop group.
We've hit some kind of new low.
Skipping around because I'm not reading all this.
Jessica coldly released Yuri and began to turn away when Yuri grabbed her by the arm and hugged her.

“Sorry Sica.” The ice princess began to melt as always and hugged her back.

One of them was hotter than the rest and one was kind of ugly which I consider excellent casting.
I can't keep any of the names straight because frankly what madman could but that is what I know of Girls' Generation.
Or SNSD.
Or SO NYUH SHI DAE
How Yuri could be so calm despite what happened, she really didn’t even know herself. Seeing Jessica just put her in her place.

I'm going to go investigate which one was the hottest.
Yep found her.
I think I said I was going to marry her in an earlier post.
Somehow this is all starting to feel very cyclical.
Like I knew about this then I forgot then it came back and here we are--
Her mouth unconsciously opened as two fingers found their way to tease her further. Jessica’s other hand had wandered its way down into the fabric of Tiffany’s panties and twirled along her slit.

Wow I wish when I used to skim through my various readings for pussy sensitivity I'd run across lesbian porno.
This really did take a turn for the pornographic, what the fuck?
I mean I assumed fanfiction frequently is porno but I just expected slightly more-- what's the word?
Subtlety?
“YOU’RE BOTH GOING TO SUFFER! YOU’RE BOTH GOING TO HURT! KWON YURI YOU’RE GOING TO LEARN WHAT HAPPENED WHEN YOU FUCK UP! YOU’RE GOING TO KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE HURTS! YOU’RE GOING TO KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ACTUALLY LOVE SOMEONE!”

“JESSI-AHHHHHHHHH.” Jessica’s rapid fingers cause Tiffany to explode in ecstasy. Her hand flew up and grabbed Jessica’s hair.

Wow.
Violent lesbian rape.
I don't even know what the fuck anymore.
Ohhhh okay. The reason the first entry had a "previously on Dragonball Z" section was because there's a teaser that contains the first part of this story.
Wouldn't that be a prologue?
WHO KNOWS?
I really don’t get why people make such a huge deal about homosexuality. Did everyone lose their right to individuality?

Apparently so because it seems like 10/10 blogs I review the blogger is gay.
And I love how “touchy” the subject is.

I've never really spoken to someone where it was an issue.
Then again I generally don't talk to mutants like you do.
Oh God this is so fucking boring I'm about to pass out.
I think I'm going to go do something else with my life.

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