You are a stupid cunt who should die of AIDS

So today I think we have some kind of boy or girl or something. Maybe it's both. A perfect hermaphrodite. Get ready for some totally awesome (XD) emoticons, because they're coming. Oh boy, are they coming.

Midterm on monday for Nutrition. got 9 chapters to skim through i think... maybe I'll be fine about it, I duon. meeting with Caitilin to work on internship paper. Uncle will arrive in 1-2 hours... then we should see.

Real interesting, friend.
DROVE TO CLASS TODAY
IT WAS RAINING
GOT MY JOURNAL BACK (not what you think, believe me I wouldn't willingly keep a diary)
INTERESTING FOR YOU YET, READERS?

had a REALLY nice nap today- almost 3 hours after my 1st class.

HOLY SHIT YES, INTERESTING NAP! WOOOOOO THANKS FOR THAT UPDATE OH MAN!
Sorry if this comes off as particularly contemptuous you can probably chalk it up to jealousy because guess who hasn't been sleeping too well lately? Oh hi it's me.

in the mean time, I was watching..... BLEACH. no surprise, huh?

Bleach! 241!! GAH! WHYWHYWHY!!!! >O< ...at least there's Kazeshini *sniffles* I'm glad that he's pretty cool or I might gut myself someday. does that count as spoiler? I don't really think so cuz... its like saying Ichigo's in a bleach episode since he's the main character? someone kill me now if that's a spoiler. :/

I DONT get why the school don't give us heating. Really guys? its 11 or 4 C now!!

My current GPU temperature: 48C. When it's cold I just hang out by my computer. Feels good, man.

...still have not given up the skytides rp but I really need to finish work first before considering. @_@ well. at least live through october. :O and play through FFVII so i can try as Cid Highwind. though if that dont work out... I really duno who else to do LOL.

What? I've played through Final Fantasy 7 a couple times, okay, and I have no fucking clue what any of this means. I guess he's going to play through so he can roleplay as one of the characters (nerd) or write a fanfic (ugh) or something.

friend from taiwan? *sigh* she's visiting boston and with her here it kinda screwed over most of my plans for the weekend. ah well. i can deal... D: just irritated, abit. :/

Let me see if I understand this correctly.
You have a girl visiting you all the way from Taiwan, and your first thought isn't "she's totally into me, I could so hit that," but "WOW THIS SURE MESSES UP MY VIDEO GAME SCHEDULE!"
Okay, man. Your life.

Halloween costumes? was pokin' round today but... WHY oh WHY are all teh girl costumes so... slutty? 'cute'!? isent halloween suppose to be RAWR! FEAR ME, I LOOK SPOOKYYYYY? hm. gotta try on the batgirl costume--

Oh this is a girl. All right. I guess I pegged Final Fantasy fanfiction as the activity of lonely neckbeards but I do suppose girls play Final Fantasy now. Not the good ones like 6 or anything, the faggy ones like, I don't know-- 8.

it was nice but that dress is DAYMN SHORT. O_O gona freeze!! T__T. THAT would be my backup plan, I guess. It's freakishly expensive too... D: nearly bought a toy rifle, though. its 35$ which was the main reason I put it back but.... ITS HUGE!! ITS SO COOL!!! O__O like sniper wolf? but not quite? XD

Christ.

I still FAIL at video games, btw. D:

>girl
>failing at video games
Also if I understand your video game playing correctly it's mostly Metal Gear Solid and Final Fantasy. Brotip for beating these games: watch the cutscene, use the summons, respectively.
Unless it's FFXI, then you definitely don't want to use the summons, oh no.

Today Falcon's have a team practice. it was pouring . it was cut short. (thank god for small miracles.) I STILL love quidditch, but next time, even if its freakin' freezing? I'm going in SHORTS. long pants in the mud = HELL FUCKING NO. @_@

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I thought Quidditch was a fictional game in the Harry Potter universe. Am I completely off my ass?
Now she bitches about a class called game development, where-- well, look at this:

WHY AM I THE SECRETARY IF I SUCK WITH TECHNOLOGY!? (why am I the secretary when I cant spell to save my life!? WHY am i in gamedev when I cannot seem to play video games!?!?!?!?!)

So you're bad at video games (don't need to be good at them to make them but whatever you are an idiot) and you're bad at technology. What business, exactly, do you have in a class like that?

ok. done ranting. XD. don't get me wrong. I LOVE gamedev. XD just stressed. this is not mentioning the hw I have piled up for social psychology, ethics and justice, principles of PR, and nutrition. don't mind me~

now i'm gona go level grind on FFVii on pc so I MIGHT get to CID part so I can research for skytides~ XD

XD count: 3

gona stop rambleing and start workin on the gamedev things. :D i feel improtant aha. XD

:|

SKYTIDES! stlil researching! gona be Cid Highwind if possible. :D. FFVII got to Arith bit. :O will Level grind until AL gets back so she can help @_@.

>Arith
It's "Aeris", chief.
Also that's literally within the first hour. That'd be like me saying WHEW TURNED FFXI ON, GUYS. CONGRATULATIONS TO ME.
Uh oh I seem to be having trouble going back further I guess the entry is over-- oh it loaded.
Great.

i live! yay! ihop's crazy... O_O
texas is freaking HOT!

TEXAS.
This explains so much.

crashed into gamedev VP today. apparently i look 'sad' --;; i was just not as HYPER or ENERGETIC as normal (HIHI!! RUNNING ON 3.5HRS of sleep here!?).

Mother of a fuck you are annoying.
I couldn't give three fucks about four fucks when it comes to your fanfiction or any of your finals or classes. It'd be one thing if any of this shit changed from day to day, but it's just the same entry over and over with slightly different emotes. Seriously, goddamn how long does it take to beat Final Fantasy VII? The game came out like twelve years ago or some shit.
It has been said that the sign of a good writer is someone who can make a boring subject interesting. Well there it is. Boring subject = still boring. Good work, all.

Heh

I think it's some sort of irony when someone defines themselves as literate (in the title of their cunt blog no less) and then proceeds to use the word "theirself" in the title of a post.
Speaking of, I started reading this blog yesterday (unrelated to this project, this guy isn't a complete tool factory and has talent, something I'm sure everyone I've reviewed here would be unfamiliar with). It was so weird to see proper spelling and grammar and shit, but it was a little awkward in places. I wondered what the deal was but OH WAIT HE'S FRENCH CANADIAN OR SOME SHIT.
So there it is, assholes. People who don't even speak English as a native language speak it better than you do. You are barely functioning human beings.

What the hell..
So I guess he changed his mind and is ok with seeing me or something..
However, doesn't want anyone to know because I'm a girl and he's not really into girls.

What.

How on earth did I get into this position and furthermore, why do I like him so much?
Is a relationship like this even possible of functioning on some sort of normal level?

Ugh, I need to do homework and forget about this right now.

Short answer: no.
Also it's glad to see people are still really fucking gullible, because this Wednesday I am going to enact a plan so incredibly genius I can't even believe it.

It's been a little while and I've had some frustration building up.

I just don't understand why it's so hard to find a decent guy..

All right check this out, okay. Here's my plan.
So last... Thursday (day before a break, hurray) everyone wished each other a happy break and all that shit.
Well on Saturday, October 10 my dog died (everyone was very sad ;_;). Sunday was my birthday, baby. OH THE HUMANITY.
Holy shit I just gotta whip that one out when one of the professors asks how our break was and bam all the bitches will be all over me, goddamn.
Considering I'm in the education department which is 99% bitches and fags I'm already somewhat of a novelty, so this is perfect. NOTHING CAN GO WRONG.
Oh right, back to you.

You know, one that's cute, has good taste in music, appreciates art, doesn't do coke or hit his girlfriends, isn't a redneck, isn't gay, isn't a compulsive liar, is capable of being self-sufficient, has educational goals, doesn't live at home with mom and dad, is open-minded, is adventurous and spontaneous, doesn't cling to me, but rather complements me, has a car and can hold a job.
(obviously based off that list, I've had some bad luck in meeting guys lately)

You sure are picky, Christ. So I gotta compliment you (with an i and not an e) but I can't be clingy (not really sure what these thoughts have to do with each other, really)? Goddamn you sure are needy. I can shorten this paragraph to a single sentence: "I'm looking for a guy that'll put up with all my bullshit." There it is.

I need to get over this and just focus on me. Do my thing and ignore all of these other people.
Especially him...
I made the mistake of getting involved with a co-worker.
I'm dumb, I know.

You are a dumb.
Also I like the implication of focusing on others, which is clearly a lie.

I've discovered that I am happiest when I feel like I have purpose. When I have someone to devote all of my love to.

I WANT A GUY THAT ISN'T CLINGY BUT OH LOOK AT MEEEEEEEEEEE, I'M MRS. CLINGY!

Sooo, I'm drinking it. I just want to become numb and fall asleep.

I'm sure I had something to say about this but right now I'm listening to Comfortably Numb.

I wish I knew what brought on this sudden depression I'm feeling. It's probably a combination of multiple things which are filling up the bottle I have inside me.

I know the first thing I'd be feeling if I had a bottle inside me (besides ass pained [literally], because I'm guessing that's where it goes): concerned.

And here are: "What is it called when a person has conversations with theirself?"

Theirself. Themselves. Also it's called "stone cold fuck nuts".
That's a medical term, by the way.

I had an unbelieveably amazing night with this "interest" of mine, but it will never be what I'd like it to be. Perhaps he has something to teach me? There must be a reason that we've met. Time will tell.

Girls are dumb

I think I'm starving and I can no longer think.

So you're having a thought that you can no longer think?
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. I wish I had some drugs to figure that one out.

Its my birthday.
I've only drank 3 beers.
I have to work a double tomorrow.
Then I've been ordered to go straight to McHenry's without changing.
WTF?
I think they are going to bake me a cake.
I am excited.
I got sang to on the patio.
YAY!
We have SOOO much beer in the fridge.
I want people to come over tomorrow toooooo.
<3

Sure is some passive fucking voice in this post, goddamn. All I got from this: things happened to someone.

Sex and the City (the movie) has been on a lot lately and no matter what else is on, I always seem to watch it. I think I like torturing myself. I wish I had friends like that. Even just one, I don't need 3 necessarily. It's amazing how a movie, when well acted and directed, can evoke so many emotions.

>Sex and the City
>emotion outside revulsion
ha, ha oh you.

I think I am ok.

To be able to say that is a HUGE step for me.
I don't cry anymore.
Not like a did at first anyways.
I bought the new TBS album New Again when it came out on the 2nd.
It's pretty awesome I must say.
Music is my main form of relief these days.
That and beer.
Lots of beer.

Alcoholic.
Oh, also: ANYWAYS ANYWAYS ANYWAYS GUYS ANYWAYS. Running bit that's not getting old, probably.

Although now that I'm really, really single, I find myself up to my elbows in boys. I've been having to beat them off with a stick. It's ridiculous.

Just act disinterested in her and she'll jump your bones instantaneously. I have her figured out.
Also I wish you'd talk about something else for once, Christ. You're probably really annoying to be around (that's just me not committing, by the way: I'm positive she's annoying).

Wow.

This is the craziest, sadest, scariest and loneliest situation I've ever been in.
I can honestly say that I've never cried so much or so hard in my entire life.
I hate boys.

FUUUUUUCK.

I know I hurt him too, but not nearly to the degree that he is hurting me right now.

Oh look at that bullshit. I HURT HIM BUT THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE HE HURT ME WAY WORSE.

On another note, however, I met a boy last night. I'm a little curious, but incredibley too heartbroken to really give it much thought. And even if I were to pursue him, it's going to be the longest and slowest chase ever because well, I hate boys right now. This boy and I stayed up until 4:30 am watching a movie that we both fell asleep to.

Here let me save everyone some time and summarize this blog:
HEARTBROKEN
COCKS
HEARTBROKEN
COCKS
HEARTBROKEN
COCKS
BEER
COCKS
HEARTBROKEN
All right I'm punching out early and playing some vidya gayms or something.
Speaking of, real quick, I've come to a conclusion about the job ninja in FFXI: they don't have spells. Oh sure they have a "spell list" if you want to call it that, but it isn't the same shit that you use to light one of the many varieties of recolored crab on fire, oh no. The only way I can describe it is to borrow a term from somewhere else, and that term is WEEABOO FIGHTAN MAGIC. It's everything a Naruto fan would find totally awesome (read: totally useless).

Trust no one and yourself less.

Level 41 warrior, maggots. That means artifact weapon time but OH WAIT IT'S A ONE HANDED AXE WHY IS THAT?
I guess because Square was set on making sure every fucking piece of the Warrior artifact armor was shit or at best of dubious usefulness.
I kid the boots are all right. I guess.
For those of you who don't play FFXI (no one reading this) allow me to illustrate this situation by way of analogy: Warrior artifact armor : use :: PS3 : games.
Oh right I do something else here besides bitch about video games, don't I? Well I guess today we have this right here.

Oklahoma state has a law that will go into effect on Nov. 1 that will PUBLICLY POST THE INFORMATION OF WOMEN WHO HAVE HAD AN ABORTION.

This seems illegal. I've played a lot of Phoenix Wright so I know the law.
Here's a blog with the tag "how I'm gross" which is funny, I should use that in the future (only change "I" to "you" because that would indeed be more accurate).

I guess I have a thing for guys with mustaches now.

k

IM A PERSON, SO I MUST BE LABELLED

re-post this & bold-face all the labels that have been yours.
break the labels..

No.
What proceeds is a list of stereotypes, only most of which are at least partially true.
Case in point:

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

Yes. All of these are true.

I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.

Oh what's up, me?

Maybe I'm biased towards him and anything that has to remotely do with him, or maybe because I have a degree in media studies,

Your degree in what?

I found a pubic hair in my face soap, and I honestly have no idea of it's mine or not.

:V

I want to be a philosopher.

"I wish to be a pedantic asshole with no beneficial contribution to society."

And while walking home tonight, some guy said he "wanted to lick that lady's piss stream." That's pretty creative.

:V

I am very excited for my next tattoo.

When my literary prize money comes through, I will be getting my sacred heart.

Come ooooooooooooooon hepatitis!

HOLE IS RECORDING A NEW ALBUM

I'm going to wear a babydoll dress to work in honour.

Heh things I understand.

Call me
Existential-Absurdist Girl once more.

I won't be doing that, but proceed.

In 24 hours, I've run into three men I've been entangled with.

I need to move.

HARLOT

-did coke for the first time with a male stripper in a sports bar

Cool story

-peak hotness achieved

Ha, ha, ha, ha yeah all right.

I'm a fucking comedian.
I used to say "I've been thinking of riding you all day" to my boyfriend.

Now I say it to my bike.

>comedian
>that "joke"

I'm dressing like I'm 13 again. I don't think this is a bad thing; I wore a lot of vintage stuff at that age.

So I saw a kid on campus dressed like Clint Eastwood from one of his westerns, and I figure if that nerd can get away with that shit I can dress like a 1930s gangster, surely?

Cham: rape is rape, and puke is puke (HOLY FUCKING TAUTOLOGY)

Oh boy tautological arguments. My favorite kind of bullshit from philosophy class.
Okay, I have one: THIS CUNTY BLOG IS FUCKING CUNTY :C
(this argument isn't tautological because it qualifies something) OH NOOOO I AM BECOMING LIKE THEM
Okay, I can do better: BOY THIS BLOG SURE IS CUNTY!
Get it, because a blog is by definition cunty and therefore saying it's cunty is redundant awww yeah.

I'd give anything to feel supple again.

What

You so anti dont i matter

What

WHAT

What

WHAT

What
What
So I guess that's it. Gotta go GRIND SOME MOAT CARPS :V